dead in the water

i know its not a mojo thing now … but i am afraid that after a year, i am starting to (gasp) feel things again. i don’t want this, but i am clearly feeling feelings for the navy doc, mr. chicago … even his mexcellence … am i that lonely? how have i gone from “i just want to fuck all the hairy latin musclebears i can” to “i miss so-and-so.”

i vow to whore it out this weekend and not feel anything.